Bones

Leave my hand,
Break my heart and say,
You never ever held it,
Go away and never bother,
Yes, do not turn around,
I find no wisdom in holding you back,
Run, run fast to where you want to go,
I run no more,
I stay in my place,
I found myself,
I found love within,
The strength in my bones,

A million stars

How I wish I could find,
A million of those stars,
The ones we wish upon,
The stars that the child has faith upon,
The stars that make wishes come true,
They might hide behind fallen clouds,
I might hide in darkly worlds,
But I still wish to find those stars,
Wish for you to smile,
Wish for your eyes to turn bright,
Yes maybe if I could find that star everyday,
You would smile night and day.

Hommage a l'amour

Not allowed to love

Wise words that my heart used to say,
I have been kissed by the winds,
and tamed by the skies,
Now I rest, not allowed to love,
My request denied by the Gods,
No flowers,
No sweet sugar words,
No stolen kisses from Moon in the secret nights,
But this smile that your voice brings to my lips,
No one can erase,
The glimmer in my eyes,
My ways have been mended by the humans, aye!
Not allowed to love,
I will cry, but in the end I am always reminded,
I love your tormented icy eyes,
Not allowed to love your nearness,
Yes, I too laugh at this foolish heart,
But how can one restrain this beating heart,
Not allowed to love, indeed!
I have fallen again

Summer is gone

As we can see, I have gone back to my ole loves, summer and moon. i cannot hope to write more until my muse allows to to. i am no poet, but when the window is closed and i cannot peep through the infinite, i try to manage.



Winter's come,
Summer's long gone,
It's getting cold but the windows are wide,
Open to let the moon in,
Where not even sunshine would be let it,

Whispers

Soft Whispers encircled the heart,

Made it grow weak,

If someone could tell the direction,

Would gladly follow that route to this sound,

Words barely came,

What brought them,

Whispers a heart can barely resist,

Whispers that make it glow,

To leave all the rest behind,

To stop running from rest,

A fresh tune plays inside the head,

The music and a submissive heart,

Where does it go...

Among strangers' voices,

and a world's noises,

The whispers turn everything upside down,

Like mountains have never been the highest,

Like the sky has never been so far,

Like falling from heights above would only bring the purest of joys,

Smashing colours in the worlds came one in the one soft whisper,

Merely words carefully whispered,

Made a way from lips to a beating heart.

It was me

Thinking it was me,

I looked upon the sky,

All this blue light,

Living and growing beyond horizons,

I thought it was me,

Words spoken and lies denied,

I thought they were for me,

Hearing the songs of heavens,

Watching the lights,

I truly thought they were me,

This voice heard so often,

I almost thought I was the one singing,

Those chosen tunes,

I almost thought they played for me,

That yellow flower hanging above all,

Despite a rain, I thought mine,

Flower washed in desperate joy,

Pride shaking till the brink,

I saw myself.

Bright

This one is in sharp contrast with what i wrote some time back... I don't think i even like this one...O_o yes!




Walking down the road the other day,
I encountered life,
The one I often, oh, so often heard about,
But now I think I was better look towards the sky,
Squinted me eyes to adjust to the darkness that was emanating,
Life?
A question on my lips,
And all my mumblings were numbed,
And all my songs were lost,
As if nature could have me no more,
My humble prayers reached no ears no more,
Such was this life,
The clouds hid my love and no calling
no wailing could trick it back,
Oh such was the dust,
Oh such was the noise,
Senses, worldly and heavenly,
made meaningless and fled from me,
Hands turned to ice,
and I couldn't feel the caress of flowers,
Having never embraced, my heart couldn't get warm,
Couldn't get rid of this cold,
So cold was this life,

And the mind, a mess,
Sitting in a pool of mud of its own,
Stuck and battered by incomprehension
Striking from all sides,
What to expect from this thing just met,
...
It was trying to fly again,
But it was getting comfortable here,
The mind tried to look beyond and do the right,
It wouldn't
It got tangled,
In some kind of love,
For whom, for what, I still wonder,
There was no one to rescue from here,
The road was still waiting ahead,
But life wanted some directions,
And all I done was to float with the winds,
All I had to do was to sing,
and the Moon would appear,

What do I do of you life,
How do I transform you,
What made you so dark,
If I could I would,
take a little light from them all,
I met till I found you,
For I heard of something that hides inside
their hearts.
Something overwhelmingly bright.


And I managed to finish this stuff afterall!