My heart in half

I hope that the Moon shines on your path,
As I leave your way and go round in circles,
My world awaits, since so long I've been making promises I don't keep,
So there it goes, My heart,
Half broken but lighter,
Half dead but freed,
Alas it cries for unsaid words,
It will again let the rope loose,
What my heart wants, no one can let it have,
So I hope the sun shines and make your autumns colourful,
You are not what my heart holds on to,
Careless heart makes me more cruel by the day,
Like a kite without strings,
Hoping the find home in the clouds,
I feel tired now, but it won't rest.
So now I run from the world, lest lovers might curse me,
Take my wishes and go,
May the winds carry you to sacred paths.