To forget is one beautiful capability. Memory is one thing that stays, hence the name. shit! it's too obvious things am saying.
What's in my mind right now, i cannot speak. makes me think. have i ever spoken my mind.
Well at times it's a fear of denial, then fear of hurting another one, then it's fear of being laughed upon.
then for the shear pleasure of not letting anyone knowing what's going in my head, to be able to laugh upon the world. secretly. without guilt.
yes I love laughing. the next word that follows the word LAUGH is very important. see:

1. Laugh with the world: makes me a wonderful person. and you might assume that i will cry with the world.

2. Laugh at the world and its people : makes me a sinister. the last word that i heard that sadist.

To tell the truth, i laugh a lot at myself. takes courage, yes. but it is needed for a sane mind.
laugh at what you can't understand.
and this is one hell of a post. don't follow anything written here.

Thunder song

Thunder always inspired me... but this small piece is a mixture of the song Small and me seeing the world.

The state reached,
Pricked the heart,
And Stumbled upon the mind,
Where does the love zone rest,
Nobody knows,
But reaching out for equilibrium point,
Sudden change of heart,
Love for humanity,
Being the atom,
The smallest moving part,
But reaching out for equilibrium point,
Love can't be denied,
Love doesn't go unseen,
It needs to be reached,
It needs to be fed,
With fresh needs,
with fresh blood,
But around again,
It slows the beat,
Appears then disappears,
But they call it same,
Point of equilibrium reached,
You can't deny love no more.

It's so so hot here! Am no living thermometer, but must be around 30 degree Celsius.
am going to engineering school. sound so simple in simple terms.
but those are not my favourite days.
sure great things happened. made great friends... but had to forfeit so much. how much, i don't know.
i said before, be careful of what you wish. they might come true.
my best days have been at home. with all my friends playing hide and seek.
i played until i was 20. we're all much grown now. but it's still under the skin.
jumping across walls, in yards.. everywhere.anytime.

The days will stay and be remembered.

and i hope to get good things to remember bout university life here.

Going to learn Kung fu!
i lost volleyball...my love...
i got tennis..